it's been a while since i last updated, been rather caught up with a varied range of stuff, and still am, but decided to pop by and just say hi, wave, and let you guys know i'm still here =p how's everyone doing?
been doing a lot of thinking lately about life and what is important to me, and the truth hit me harder than ever that quite a number of things that the world in general expects of us, may not necessarily be what makes us happy.
and many a time, we end up doing things because we are afraid of what other people think of us, but the things we do or how we do them or how other people think we should do them, just never seem to fully satisfy, or truly bring about happiness.
i've always been told that i need to fight for my own happiness, and stop trying to think about what everyone else thinks and wants, but ironically, this is no mean feat. or at least for me, it is no mean feat.
and what the world wants, may not necessarily be what God wants for me as well.
i want to follow that still small voice within me, but i'm worried and afraid. what if i'm wrong? what if i have to change what i'm used to? what if everyone feels i'm insane and that i don't know what i'm doing but just trying to act smart? so many questions, so many doubts.
but i'm still determined to try.
